Why is that...?

Why is that every minute of every hour of every day, my thoughts are filled with you?
Why is that when you're away I keep hearing your voice calling my name?
Why is that everywhere I look, I see your face as clear as day in my mind filling my heart with longing for you?
Why is that I fall deeper and deeper in love with you when I know I can't have you?
Why is that when I know the consequences of falling for you and heartbreak I will go through, I still want to be with you?
But everytime I try to stop myself those simple words that you keep telling me would ring loudly in my head.

"You are beautiful."

Those three simple words have gotten me spellbound to you.
Why is that...?

We'll love you forever and ever.

Even though you were very energetic that tire us to the bone, seeking attention from each and every one of us you were nothing more than precious to us.

Your F1 engine purring each time you lunge at a non moving object and hit the wall, made us laugh continuously which made us love you even more.

When you knock over things and scratch our skin then stare at us with those big round yellow eyes of yours made us think how adorable you are and the anger would fade away.

When we took care of you when you were sick and you looked at us with those painful eyes made us cry and our hearts ached for you.

Your white and orange coat warm against my skin when we slept on the floor of the karaoke room together as I hear you purring while you slept made me smile with compassion and nothing but love for you.

Rest.In.Peace

My dear beautiful, Landi.

Sleep well in the heavens above where the Ligth would always welcome you in its warm embrace. But please remember how much me and all of us loved you until the very end. Never will I forget the love you gave us and in heaven you rest, wait for me.

Because one day, I know I will see you again.

I love you, Landi. Forever.

And I'm back!

Hey guys!
My internet is back on in my house and sorry for the delays in my update.
I'm gonna make this post short and today's post is about....



...this boy right here. Isn't he gorgeous?

No.
He's not from some famous band or a singer or actor or whatever.
I actually know him.
Yes, ladies an gentlemen.
I know this boy and he's the most beautiful thing that has ever happened to me because for once in my life, I actually feel beautiful. He's so awesome and he doesn't even know it. Even though we'll never be together but he's the most important person in my life. All I can say is that, I have hopelessly fallen for him.

THE END!

Internet Crisis!

Sorry guys but I won't be abole to update every week because due to a lightning storm that hit my neighbourhood has caused some damages to my internet connection at home.
We have tried calling several computer shops to come over and have a look but there's nothing wrong with my computer instead it was the phone line. My parents have contacted the Telekom but so far they haven't gotten back to us yet.
I apologize to all my readers for not updating.
Until I get my internet back up at home I'll have more time for updates.
Currently, I've been using the computer at my dad's office but I haven't been able to stay online for very long.



Sorry guys.
I'll see you soon!